Ever have one of those days where nothing in particular goes wrong yet you still feel like shit ran over twice? Yeah, one of those.
Well this should be an intersting journal. My family's leaving tomorrow and instead of itching to take lotsa pictures like I should be I feel like rolling over and dying. Yes, I'm considering giving up my photomanipulation stuff which would pretty much equal me leaving DA.
Everything just sorta pales to writing for me, that's my real passion, and even when I was working with it the photomanipulation was always more of a diversion than a love. While I'm very happy with the way a few of my works came out and moderately happy with the rest I don't think this is my sorta thing.
The only thing I'm thinking about continuing is the comic but even witht hat it's so much work for so little payoff when I consider the fact that I could write out the same stories in a significantly shorter ammount of time and probably end up with a better result. I mean I've had the idea for the thing for a few months now and so far I've only done one for practice, one 4 page pilot and 4 pages of one that would actually set the tone for the series. I like those 4 pages quite a bit actually, don't get me wrong, but some difficulties arise if I wish to continue it. It's exceptionally difficult to get my friends in on the project which is how I wanted it to be because it takes a painstaking ammount of time to get the proper shots for a single page. What's equally difficult is making the ones where it's just me on my own because not only can i not be behind the camera while the photo is being taken but I also lack a tripod hence my angles are limited unless I get extremely creative which I was forced to do several times and was happy with the results but it seems inpractical to think I can keep it up for the ammount of photos I want.

I dunno, I'm rambling. Long story short I'm getting all overly bi-polar lately and rethinking all these different aspects of my life. My opinion on everything has changed except for on my writing so I think that's where I belong. Your comments will be read for sure but I think I've already got things set in my mind and I don't think I'll be utilizing this site any longer.